Everyone has someone in their life who does not have a degree in teaching, but still manages to teach them something, or at least make them think beyond their comfort levels. More often than not this person is both hated and respected. My teacher makes me so uncomfortable to the point where I want to walk away and never see him again. But out of respect and caring what he thinks of me as a person, I don't. I detest how he can make feel. How next to him I feel like the most insignificant person ever. But, I look forward to conversations with him and I'm constantly trying to prove my worth to him. At the same time I don't want to appear stupid, questions are never out of line. Of course, all these conversations are online and our relationship is bare minimum face to face. He makes me look at myself not through myself and question things I do, he forces me to think things through and over all relax. I can't help but respect him because he's teaching me about life. As much as I hate the uncomfortable questions, I love talking to him, and respect the progress I've made because of him. He influences my writing, giving me tips on how to improve. As an aspiring writer, this makes above everything else. Especially when his tips work and a piece comes out better than I could ever have expected. But still, you have to wonder why life through them into your path and why they become so important to you.
Theyre still the most intensely frustrating individuals.
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Thanks - Listening to: Keys tapping
- Reading: Learn to love like you learn to fear
- Playing: with fire